Full of Emptyness

While it did not turn out to be the knock-out study session we had envisaged, yesterday was enjoyable nonetheless. It's been a while since the guys came over.

The house was resonant with voices and livened by the presence of people. The dearth which had plagued the residence of late was all but gone.

It felt normal again, to have people gallivanting about; in and out of the living room, the kitchen; up and down the stairs.

Music. Games. Food. Drinks.

Laughter. Banter.....conversations - spoken, not typed silently into chat windows.

After they had left, I retreated to my room...i lay on my bed for the longest time. And I felt.....empty.

.....the morning after

Hari Raya. Visited five houses today. Mostly friends of my parents.

Spent over 3 hours at Azlan's house fooling around with the guys and hogging his PS2. Definitely the highlight of the day (right next to getting RM40 in duit raya).

I'm.....full. One beef rendang too many. I feel sick.

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LoL......full........empty???? I feel so empty right now. I guess being full doesn't make you well, "full". Two different things altogether. Haha..i'm not making any sense. It's past 1 am. Off to bed.