To My Very Special Friend

So much had I gone through in such a short time,

so much had I learned from the mistakes of mine;

Now I had learned to differ impossible from reality,

now I had learned to accept what's really meant to be;

A part of me is happy for being set free,

a part of me is crying inside much sadly;

Perhaps all these are for the very best,

perhaps all these are just a huge mess;

Truthfully speaking I dont understand what I'm feeling,

truthfully speaking I dont see any point of trying;

What matters now is to study hard and forget the rest,

what matters now is to pray and hope for the very best.

If ever you are to read this in the coming days,

I'd like you to know I'm sorry for all my evil ways;

I had been nothing but a selfish, insensitive jerk,

without realising it I'd done much to cause you hurt;

And there you are with your ever forgiving heart,

sweeping my faults aside, each and every part;

There really is no one quite like you,

in this harsh world there's just a few;

How lucky I am to have met and befriended you,

my soul renewed and my wounds all healed;

Truly you are the light in the darkest night,

shining so brightly, everything's set all right;

How could I possibly wish for anything more,

when our friendship's rekindled like never before;

There's much to say but far less time to write,

I really hope I can continue this on another night;

But before I stop scribbling on this piece of paper,

I'd like you to know I'd love you forever and ever.